I Am

I AM She Who Shall Remain Nameless:

I AM One of the Lost, I AM One of The Broken, The Beaten, and the Damned, to borrow a line from “Black Parade” by My Chemical Romance.

I AM the Homeless Veteran that you passed on the street and whom you hesitated to help because you “believed” that this “street person” would just squander whatever you chose to give me – – I just wanted a nice hot cup of coffee after having slept on that cold, hard, ground all night long – – so much for serving my country!

I AM the 6th grader in the school cafeteria, sitting at the loser’s table alone without anything to eat from home because my single mother is so busy working two jobs just to pay the bills, that she barely has time to buy groceries and since I have no money to get a school lunch either, I’m just feeling completely ignored by all the others “enjoying” their lunch – – including the adults – – boy am I hungry!

I AM the 14 year old with an “older” boyfriend who had sex for the first time and became pregnant. So I’ve been kicked out of my Repressively Religious household because I have sullied the “Family Name” by engaging in the “sinful” act of sex without marriage, and and at such a young age, for shame! “Now I’m standing on this corner, wondering: “Where is Billy, he was supposed to meet me here an hour ago, what am I supposed to do now?!”

I AM the pimply-faced, Teen aged Boy, desperately in love with the Head Cheerleader who finally faced his fears and dared to ask her out, only to be rebuffed in the most base and demeaning manner, leaving not only my man hood called into question, but leaving my young, aching heart grieving with the pain of unrequited love, being a teenager sucks, I can’t wait to be a full-blown adult, I’ll show them!

I AM The Bully, that lives with my Narcissistic, Alcoholic father and my Wishy Washy, totally Subservient mother who works to pay all the bills, while my “dad” sits on the couch all day drinking “Heineken’s” until he’s so Blitzed he becomes someone unrecognizable and begins to beat my mom, until she is literally bleeding and I have to step in and take the brunt of the beating, and I can’t tell “Anyone,” so what else can I do, I have to take it out on someone? Right?

I AM the Thug that just robbed a liquor store at gun-point, simply because I felt I could do it and I just did it! Sure I was scared and I didn’t kill anyone this time, because I didn’t have to, this time, but who knows, maybe next time, maybe that will get me into the Gang next time, maybe . . .

I AM the Rapist who preys on Women who live Alone because I had a Mother who was extremely inappropriate with me from the time I was a very young boy and I learned that “Sex” was a very powerful tool and that with this “Tool” I could get anything that I wanted, the only problem was that it didn’t matter how many girls I “wanted,” they never “wanted” me, so I had to Take what I “wanted” by force! I mean, I have needs too, don’t I?!

I AM the Murderer, that just got sentenced to “Life without the possibility of Parole” for the heinous acts that I perpetrated upon that nice family. I have no excuse really, other than that I am a rotten human being who has no cause being here in this no good, god damned, forsaken world anyway . . . one less Evil on the streets.

I AM the New Born Baby who’s cries you can hear echoing through the walls and down the halls of the Birthing Center where my Eternal Magnificence has just become encased in this 3-D Avatar that we call a “Body!”

I AM A New Life, Full of Hopes, Full of Dreams and Always with the Chance at a Brighter Future for All of Humanity!

Here and Now, is where MY Journey Begins, Right Here and Right Now! I have every Opportunity at my disposal as well as every Tool in my arsenal that I will ever need for the Evolution of MY Soul!

I Can be Anyone Whom I “Choose” to Be, the Possibilities are Literally Endless! Are You Ready? Are You Set? Let’s Go!

Who AM I. . . ? I AM She Who Shall Remain Nameless, and I AM Everyone and Everything!

I AM The ONE as The MANY and The MANY as The ONE!

I AM She

I AM He

I AM They

I AM We

I AM You

I AM Me

You Are Me

YOU ARE GOD

I AM GOD

I AM . . .

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